In your eyes, I have become a bad person already.
A person who is reluctant to hear all the lectures you gave me.
Should I continue to be that way?
Even if I'm trying to do something that would please you, you will still looking at me the same way you did just now.
I want to become a better person..
But not for you. Because I'm regretting the fact that I once want to become a better person for you.
Eventhough I never say it, but your words keep hurting me. Accusing me of something that I sometimes never did. Telling me more and more.
How should I live my life now? Can you tell me?
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BalasPadammy dear, our circumstances we walk through is always the best path for us to grow up. it is Allah who chose the path for us.
if you can handle the situation gently and positively, understand your character and hers, then you will find the joy you searching for.
if you want someone to listen your thought, you always have HIM. and i can lend my ears to ^^