a letter to my sister

to sister that I love the most.
For you who had been my teacher of love and trust,
who continues to be my teacher of smile and laugh,
In this lifetime, there should never be a regret in all what you decide,
I have wish that I want you to fulfill,
can I stop being your older sister,
for you who always act like my younger sister at home,
I always want you to know this,
at that time I need you as my older sister,
telling me the right way to protect myself,
and as a memo for your 20th birthday,
all I want to say to you is there is sweet in bitterness,
Eventhough you are alone, the world still can become a beautiful place for you,

Come home when you have grown up dear :D

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In your eyes, I have become a bad person already.
A person who is reluctant to hear all the lectures you gave me.
Should I continue to be that way?
Even if I'm trying to do something that would please you, you will still looking at me the same way you did just now.
I want to become a better person..
But not for you. Because I'm regretting the fact that I once want to become a better person for you.
Eventhough I never say it, but your words keep hurting me. Accusing me of something that I sometimes never did. Telling me more and more.
How should I live my life now? Can you tell me?  

a letter to ........

to
I'm writing this letter to you..
as the day goes by, my age increase,
the more hurt and forgetful I am..
I'm forgetting the meaning of trust to person around me that suppose to be important in my life..
as I forget how many times I want to trust her/him before,
now, there is no more trust for those people..
only love

there is a lot of things I keep inside,
but can't be let out,
thus I become silent, and my heart becomes numb,
locking myself up in a dark room,
not letting anyone coming in..
and I become comfortable with it,
strange, is that what you think?